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Place: Shiv Mandir Surat Ashram

Surat Holi Shivir 2004

Hari OM

It was during last holi yr.2004 , i went to surat shivir,jab bapu surat mein hote hain to gurudev niyam se surat mein shiv mandir (next to holi ground)jate hain, shivji ko darshan dene ya karne ,pata nahi.For the first 2 days i dint know bout it but on the third day i was told by someone about this so i reached shivmandir.some people were sitting there. i sat there for a while and then got up from there and sat on the way from which gurudev was to come.after more than 1 hr of wait bapuji came with a torch in his hand.people were sitting on both side of the road. bapu came near me, aimed the torch at my face and went to the mandir. mein to khush ho hi gaya tha.i kept sitting there only coz maje to ab shuru hone the. wapsi mein gurudev ne baatein jo karni thi.when gurudev was coming back,bapu pointed torch at almost everyone and when came near me, again looked at me, stopped for amoment and moved ahead. na mein kuch kehne ki stithi mein tha na unhone kuch kaha. jab unhone torch mere face par mari , main to unka darshan nahin kar paya light ki wajah se, after gurudev passed me, bapu started taking to one mai and then almost everyone wanted to talk to talk to bapu. aisa mauka chhodta bhi kaun.i also started walking along the crowd. one uncle stood up and said - bapu main to sochta tha ki anubhav sirf special logo ko hi hote hain, hum aam logo ko nhain ho sakte.pehle muje chasme (glasses) ka no tha. bina chasme ke kuch pad nahin pata tha.kal jab aapne holi khilayi to ek bauchar mere chehre par lagi aur mera chasma toot gaya. aaj subhe main jab bina chasme ke path karne laga to mujhe aasaramayan ke sare shabd spast roop se pade ja rahe the. and all this while sab karnewale khade khade muskura rahe the. phir un uncle ko prasad diya and then started talking to another mai. that mai had some anotehr problem whcih i dont remember but bapuji said-"""thik ho gaya to 5 rupye ke laddoo khilayegi na varna dekh le....Ab hum kahan khayenege ladoo,ek kam karna apne bachhon ko hi khila lena yeh soch kar ki gurudev ko khila rahi hoon , nahi to apne hi muh(mouth) mein dal lena. hum sweekar kar lenge lekin khilana jaroor.Jaab thoda aage bade batein karte karte to ek behan ne gurudev ko unki kuch tasweer dikhai, bapu muskura pade. bapu un taswiron mein bandaron ke sath khel rahe the. bapu haste hue bole--"""kaise bapu hain,bandaron ki bhi poonch pakad lete hain.""""i dont know what happened to me, kabhi to jaban nahi khulti, kabhi kya bol jata hoon . main ek dum se bol pada-- bapu , ab hum bandaron ki bhi poonch pakad lo." bapu looked at me and smiled lekin main to chhup hi gaya bhid mein,kahin sai naraj na ho jayen. i apologised for saying like this. after around 10 minutes bapuji went back to kutia. jab mein un aunty aur bapuji ka laddoo wala samvad likh raha tha mujhe yaad aayi ek bat jo mujhe rekha didi(i hope u remember her mother's anubhav from haridwar which i wrote earlier) ne batayi thi. I went to her place one day for BSK Seva nd she told me this anubhav of hers.She said" Aaj maine shikanji(sweetened lime water) banai gurudev ke liye, bade pyaar se aur shudhta se banai is bhav se ki gurudev ko pilaongi. jab bachhe school se aaye to bachho ko hi maine unme bapu ka bhav kar ke shikanji pila di. us din jane kaise meri dopahar mein aankh lag gayi. jab soyi to swapn mein mene dekha ki main kisi satsang mein jal seva mein seva kar rahi hoon aur shikanji pila rahi hoon. itne mein bapu mere samne aaye aur apne hath se chullu bana ke khade ho gaye. main to jad si ho gayi thi bapu ko dekhte hi. bapuji bole pila na aur maine bapu ko hath se hi shikanji pila di. peene ke bad bapu meri taraf dekh kar bole- teri shikanji sweekar ho gayi, bahut badiya banai hai... while didi was telling this anubhav meri to ankhon se aanshu hi aa gaye gurudev ki lilayen jane kaisi kaisi hoti hai..

jab se mil gaye hain mujhko aise sai mere jiwan mein khushi aa gayi

hai mere jiwan mein mehak chha gayi hai

Surat Holi Shivir

Place: Vyaspeeth, Surat Ashram.
Holi Dhyan Yoga Shivir 2002

Pujyashri vyaaspeeth par viraajmaan the, darshan line chal rahi thi. Is Holi Shivir ke kuchh hi din pahle Godhra Kaand hua tha, maahaul bahut tense tha, lekin Sai ki Holi Shivir fir bhi badi dhoom-dhaam se hui. Ek Didi kahin Gujrat se hi aayi thi,... unhone Bapuji ko bataya Bapuji humare taraf bahut dange ho rahe the... meine aapko prarthna ki ... khoob bhaav se prarthna ki thi , mein daal bana rahi thi... to Bapu jab meine daal utaari,.. pateli khaali ki, to tale par aapa shrichitra aa gaya... Bapuji bole “Acchha”... fir vo didi bolin.. Bapuji fir agle hi din humare taraf dange bhi band ho gaye... Fir un bahan ne Bapuji ko pateli ka photo dikhaya... Bapuji bole pateli laayi ho kya?... to un didi ne bola ji Bapuji tapeli bhi hai... vo tapeli fir hum sabko dikhayi gayi... jisme Bapuji ka shrichitra tha... tale par Bapuji ka shrichitra tha... jaise koi stamp lagata hai... aise hi tapeli me Bapuji ke shrichitra ka Stamp lag raha tha.. fir Bapuji bole ... garam garam tapeli me thande-thande Bapu. Fir Gurudev ne un didi ko prasad diye.

Kaise kaise Sai Leela karte hain... Sai ne samjhaya ki sansaar roopi garam garam tapeli me Bapuji Shanti ke sheetalta ke stotra hain, Ve swayam bhi sheetal hain, aur auron ko bhi sheetalta dete hain.

Rajokari Night Darshan

Yeh kaisa hai jaado samajh mein na aaya, tere pyar ne humko jeena sikhaya. just recently before baroda shivir bapuji had his satsang in ghaziabad and after finishing ghaziabad satsang on the same evening bapu reached karolbagh ashram in delhi and after staying there for around 1.30-2 hrs went to rajokri ashram.some things are not to be told, about what we did so it's better i wont tell them, next morning i reached rajokri after lying to my ma that i was going to office and i called up office that i had gone to doctor and i'll be back to office by noon.( during ghaziabad satsang i took leave for 3 days by saying that i had got a disc slip and doctor advised me bed rest)I thoght that bapuji will leave delhi by noon so i could go to office but bapu the ki dilli se jaane ka naam hi nahin le rahe the. subah se dopahar hui aur dopahar se sham, na to bapu gaye aur na hi aaye darshan dene. bapu ne mujhe fasa diya tha. my ma called me up in eve and i thought it's better i tell the truth and then a volcano burst out. jo dant padi ,upar se subah se kuch khaya bhi nahin tha, sankalp kar rakha tha, ki darshan ke bad hi kuch khaonga.kisi tarah mummy ko samjhaya.
bapu subah se kutia mein hi dhyan me bethe the aur yahan hum unka intejar karte bahar bethe the. kahan to din bhar intejar kar rahe the ki sham ko bapu aayenge to yeh hoga , wo hoga aur sham ko jab sandhya ke baad aaye to ek dum serious hokar, vyaspith par maun bethe bapu dhyan kara rahe the,phir aum aum ka dhyan karvaya and then went back in, thodi nirasha thi kyunki subah bapu ke liye badi mehnat se pehli baar mene aur ek bhai ne bapu ke liye kismish ,tulsidal aur toffee ki mala banai thi.( behnon ka kaam bhai log kar rahe the- hum dono bhai log sui -dhaga lekar chhoti -2 kismish ki mala bana rahe the) lekin maja bahut aaya dhyan ke baad.
phir to hum seedha bhage rasode mein. peth bhar ke bhojan kiya aur ashram ke kaka ne to laddoo bhi de diye- bole beta khao aur lete jao. hamara pet bharne ke bad ab masti chadne lagi. bapu bhi nahin gaye so it was sure that next day hi jayenge. bapu bhi jaisi dhyam ki mauj me the to lag raha tha ki shayad dubara darshan nahin denge. all of us were asked to leave ashram as it was around 9pm.auron ko jane ke liye kaha pur na jane khudh jane ka man hi nahin kar raha tha. at around 10.55 my papa called me up and then started another volcano burst, i thought it's better i should return home if i wanted to enter home that night. i took my bike and another bhai who had to go to vadodara next morning and i told him that i would drop him at station next morning and left ashram. one gurubehan tried to stop me by saying taht bapu might come but i said, it's urgent and i havta go. mushkil ke 1 km gaya tha ki call aayi-bapu bahar aa gaye, bhaiya jaldi aayo and i know how i drove my bike back and when i reached ashram,everyone was standing outside the barbed wire and bapuji inside the fence , and this time with a smile----:):):):):), ab to mein bahut khush ho gaya. i went quitely and stood behind the bhai with whom i had made kishmish mala. bapu ne aate hi sabse pehle poocha- bhojan kiya? then said- ratri ko der se bhojan nahin karna chahiye. 8-9 baje tak to bhojan pakka kar hi lena chahiye. uske baad agar karna pade to halka karein.
then asked a small girl- kya karti/padti(i'm confused) hai? to which she said- bapuji sixth mein padti hoon. bapuji said- sixth mein mat pada kar............. sixth mein mat pada kar.............kisme padegi? chhati mein.... samjhi - babaji said with a smile. Then bapuji said- "ek mahine mein do grahan manav jati ke kiye sankat ka samay hai, lekin ghabrane ki jarorat nahin hai,bhagwan ke jap se sab kaston ke nivaran hota hai,isliye jyada se jyada jap karna. surya grahan 3 oct ko tha aur chandra grahan sharad poornima ke din aane wali 17 oct ko hai,isliye jitna ho sake jap karna. grahan ka parbhav to dikhna bhi shuru ho gaya hai. pakistan aur jammu kashmir me jho bhukamp aaya wo usi ka parbhav tha.ishwar ke srishti me kabhi anyay nahin hota. After this gurudev said some more things, and then gurudev said, america ne bhukamp pidhiton ke liye 1 lakh dollar diye, kitne hote hain 1 dollar 48 rupye ka, 48 lakh hi diye, 50 lakh to humne rajasthan ke rajyapal ko diye the. 48 lakh mein to ek gaon bhi nahi bas sakta. pakistan ko paise dekar america apna fayda utha raha hai. wo doosra kaun hai, blair and some completed from behind...tony blair. bapuji further said--- vishwa ke do bade desh kul mila ke 4.25 crore rupye hi de rahe hain. aapki delhi mein hi ek farmhouse karib 6-7 crore ka ya usse jyada ka aata hai. vishwa ke do bade desh ek farmhouse bhi arpan nahin kar paye. Then gurudev said to south delhi samiti- rajokri ashram surat se to bada hai, kisi ashram mein apni itni jamin nahin hai. Yahan to dhyanyog shivir ho sakta hai, Ab to yahan ke adyatmic vibration bhi kafi achhe ho gaye hain. surat wale, amdavad wale saal mein 2-3 shivir le lete hain. aap log vyavastha kar lo aapko bhi shivir mil sakta hai. diwali amdavad mein hoti hai, abhi se log booking kara lete hain,us time to fliet ki bhi booking nhain milti. aap dekho to aapko diwali mil sakti hai. diwali ke 5 din baad labh panchmi hoti hai. tab dekhte hain. At that time i was standing just behind the person which whom gurudev was talking , bapu baat to unse kar rahe the aur dekh mujhe rahe the, aisi unki nigah padi ke ab jab wo delhi se chale gaye to us nigah se hui barsat ka anubhav hota hai, nikamma kar gaye mujhe, na office mein man lagta hai, na ghar mein aur to aur na mala karne mein, bus man karta hai ki kisi na kisi sadhak se baat hoti rahe jo gurudev ke anubhav sunata rahe.
phir guurdev went to baddada aur ek pheri phiri. ab wahi jane, ke kya karne gaye the wahan. and then with his divine grace bapu turned the torch off and went back to his kutia. we all kept watching till the time we could see bapuji entering his kutia. And next morning at 6.30 am bapu had his fliet, u wont believe bapuji took the kismish mala from another bhai to whom i had given as my coming in morning seemed quite difficult.

Jaipur Darshan

We all went to Jaipur when GuruDev was in ekant in Jaipur ashram in the month of Aug’05 for getting satsang for Gurgaon. We all waited till evening and at 5.35PM in the evening GuruDev came, but not towards us, HE went directly towards the cow that was tied in one corner of ashram. BapuJi fed the cow with grass aur apne hathon se gau kee peeth ko sehlane lage. Itne mein ashramwasi ek aur gau aur uske bachde ko bhi le aaye, GuruDev ne apni karuna kripa un teenon gau par barsai, hadd to tab hui jab GuruDev apni chadar se gau ko ragad ragad kar saaf kar rahe the. Us samay to aisa prateet ho raha tha jaise sakshat Bhagwan Krishan gau k sath khel rahein ho. Mere GuruDev aisi leela karte hain ki unka andaj ....... lajawab hain, I'm not finding words to explain that, neither am I in a postion to explain that. After that GuruDev went back to his kutia and asked ashram sadhaks to get the cows in. Everyone was turned out of kutia. Only the cows and GuruDev were in the kutia and Govind bhai (BapuJi's security person) was sitting at the gate. One thing I forgot to mention that while returning to kutia the calf started running behind Bapu like the calfs used to do with Lord Krishna and at that moment GuruDev’s paduka got stuck in wet mud, HE left HIS paduka over there and started walking bare foot, Dinesh bhai came running with GuruDev's other pair of slippers.


After spending around half hour with cows GuruDev came out in the pandal, sat on the chair and in his mauj talked to us. I'll tell about that in another mail. One more thing, the night before, GuruDev did chowki of ashram as everyone was asleep in ashram, GuruDev remained awake till wee hours of the morning and did chowki of ashram, I'll tell about that later, how GuruDev Himself told all this to us. Hey Pyare GuruDev agar kuch trutiyan reh gayi ho to shama karnaa.

Chetichand 2007

Abki baar Chetichand 2007 Shivir me ,abhi 17th march ko shivir ka pahla din satsang poora hone ke baad mein wapis seva me aa gaya tha, bapuji vyaaspeeth par the, fir jab bhi bapuji saamne se nikalte the to hum sadhak log bhaag kar paas se darshan karte the , lekin mujhe darr lag raha tha ki bapuji ko kharaab na lage,bapuji ko vighna na pade |

Phir.... mein socha Bapuji paas se darshan kar lu plzzzzzzzzz, Bapuji sun liye prarthna, Bapuji paas me aaye... car se fir just wahin car roke jahaan mein khara tha, car ke upar bhajan chal raha tha , speaker laga rakha tha Sai ne, usme bhajan chal raha tha

" tumhi mere ram ho...tumhi mere shyam ho... "

Bapuji fir car ke saamne sabko nachwaaye, aur swayam car ke hi andar hi andar.. bhi naachne ke leela kar rahe the, mein socha.. kaisi kripa karte hain sai.. mein to sirf paas se darshan maange the, sai to car rokke nachwa rahe hain...hum sab khoob naache


Bapuji gaye to nachwaa ke, lekin gaye to rona aa gaya fir control kar liya.. sewa me jana tha... maalom rona kyon aaya??? bhajan jo chal raha tha.. vo naachne wala bhajan nahin tha lekin sai nachwa rahe the... bhajan seriuos tha.. Mere Gurudwara Audio Cassette Side A ka last Bhajan...

Fir mujhe laga kuchh gad bad hai... sai itni jyada kripa kyon kar rahe hain.... serious bhajan me nachwa rahe hain... baad me yahan maloom chala ki.. sai ka swasthya theek nahin tha.. pooore shivir me mujhe maaloom nahin chal paya |

Bapu apne Lilaa se hame sikhaa rahe hai ki...... khushi baatne ki cheez hai dukh pairo tale kuchalne ki chiz hai....


Sadguru Bhagwan ki Jay

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